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OCD’s Intrusive Thoughts: My Unreal Reality
I am Les Zigomanis, I’m unemployed, I’m not a famous writer, I’m not rich, and I’m not married with a family. I have to prove to myself that I know this is my reality as a 19-year-old. I am Les Zigomanis, I’m unemployed, I’m not a famous writer, I’m not rich, and I’m not married with a family. I don’t know when it began, when I needed to start proving this to myself. No doubt, it’s a byproduct of the anxiety that’s grown through my teens, and recently exploded. I am Les Zigomanis, I’m unemployed, I’m not a famous writer, I’m not rich, and I’m not married with a family.…
Agoraphobia: My Little World Too Big
(1995) Home is safe. At home, I can control things. But … I need to go out. I almost have to try surprise myself with this decision. If there’s premeditation, it starts the countdown. I have only minutes I can…
That Other Me
(General) I don’t remember a time in my life before anxiety. I do remember having too many thoughts, too big an imagination, and too wide a gulf between my highs and lows. The anxiety in my teens was a separator…